i have been away from blogging for a while now, about 2 years,m roughly.
i was taking pics of everything you and i did together, or that you did on your own, i was witness too, to be able to post them, with stories attached.
i stopped doing that when you started not liking me taking all the pics.
but for the past month or so, i have had an inner burn to write to you...
to explain things, to express things, to give you something about me, about you, about life, our lives, my vision...
for when im gone.
i miss nanna NOT having written me anything that i can hold about her thoughts about mre, her vision of me, her dreams for me, her loves, her hates, her desires, her ..anything. i have NOTHING..from her. but my memories.
and we both know they are NOT all that great,
ill talk about that often, im sure when situations arise that make me recall why i hurt because of nanna. this isnt the page, or the time for those words.
this is an explanation page, of my thoughts of you. events we share together (that may, or may not include images).
these will be love letters to you, from me from the heart,
you are my reason for existence and i dont think you get the full gravity of the importance of that.
hopefully, through this blog, youll understand me.
i love you, more than i love life itself, daniel.
i never want to waste a day with you not realizing that fact.
so, ill blog on.
